My Journey with Prostate Cancer Part 2
Once you become aware of your problem, do your own research. Search the Internet. Listen to people, Read articles, Watch videos, get going to learn as much as you can.
What I learned: Not all Doctors and Nurses are for YOU when you not go exactly there recommended path.
Remember: You take Ivermectin or Fenbendazole, (Horse Dewormer) YOU are on your own. That is the BEST PLACE to be. Just follow your inner voice.
Norby
Read my story, take it as a recommendation, but in the end find your own way to reduce your cancer.
It is up to YOU and YOU only. No other person will take responsibility for your life. You are responsible for yourself and for yourself only.
Remember: It was OK, recommended and forced on us, an experimental so called vaccine the COVID-19 killer shot.
Ask a Doctor for an prostate cancer experimental medication prescription like Ivermectin and or Fenbendazole, they will disown you and possible not take you as a patient anymore. Be warned, see for yourself.
Norby
21. Got more Questions.
02-12-2025
A. Is his reaction positive or negative towards Ivermectin?
B. If he is posive towards Ivermectin, why did he not recommend it before we talked about the operation.
C. If he is negative towards Ivermectin, will he try to make me quit the current cycle? Or make me afraid of it? Or make me feel guilty that I came up with this solution.
D. Could he recommend Ivermectin in the first place from his bosses point of view? (Office, Hospital guidelines). If he had given me the prescription, could he loose his job, his likely hood and or his license to practice as a doctor?
E. On Rumble.com there is a channel called “AFLDS Americas Frontline Doctor” Dr. Simon Gold she founded this channel. She lost her job, with the hospital, she lost her income and California tried to take her license away because she gave Ivermectin to patient instead the Experimental COVID-19 Killer shot.
22. Follow your own way
03-13-2025
She got also “De-platformed” from social networks, so she could not tell the truth about Ivermectin on her channel as a treatment for COVID-19. The question is, when we talk about Ivermectin, will the same happened to my doctor. Will he loose his job also? Not on my watch, do I want that. I like him even though I want to slow down with the operation.
23. Reaction of a Nurse & a Doctor.
03-15-2025
The question by the nurse surprised me in a big way. The question was, What are you taking for medication without a prescription from the doctor? I was thinking what kind a question is that, my answer was Ivermectin, clear and with no hesitation. Later I realized why she was asking me that question in the first place. She noticed that my PSA number was going down from 9.3 to 5.53, that is a 40.5% reduction of the cancer. With that kind of reduction, I had to take something against the cancer. On my documentation from the hospital, I took no medication at all. So I had to take something without a prescription from my doctor. Than she asked me if it was OK to write it into my records that I was taking Ivermectin. That was OK with me at that time.
24. Now the Doctors reaction.
03-15-2025
Later the doctor came into the room, we made small talk, after that I told him that I took Ivermectin. His reaction was interesting. First of all he did not know that the latest PSA number came down from 9.3 to 5.53. I felt like he was indifferent to the result, meaning he did not praise the result nor did he condemn it. I do not believe him, that he did not know the PSA number, because he looked at the same documents on the computer like the nurse did, so he also saw the PSA number came down. I also gave him a copy of my writings, so he gets a better understanding of my thinking why I do not want the operation or the radiation as my first option of action.
Those will be my last options, if at all. He was not for or against taking Ivermectin. But he could not give me a prescription for it either.
25. Look to the past.
12-26-2024
With all those problems to be solved, I noticed some interesting reaction about myself. How protective I am of any part of my body. What the doctor did not noticed or was aware of or did not talk about it, that I lost two fingers on my left hand, finger 4+5. This was a work related accident. The accident took about 1.2 seconds. Two month later I worked on the same machine again and went back and reenacted the accident to understand why I did not loose my full hand and or maybe part of my arm. Now we know.
26. See the future results.
12-26-2024
This time, doing the operation is totally different and having to make the choice with the full knowledge that once the decision is made with the operation, you can not go back regardless what the outcome is. Every choice we make has some consequences we do not like, but also can never be taken back.
Like I said, You can cut the balls loose, kook them and eat them, but you can never put “Humpty Dumpty” back again where they belong(Joke).
27. Protect what you got.
12-27-2024
I will protect my body with everything i got. This is an interesting reaction to that problem I got on hand, even if that cuts down my life expectancy. I have to do more thinking about that and understand why I think that way!
I am in the middle of thinking and nothing good comes out.(Joke).
My feeling tells me that the number 2.2% of still dying from prostate cancer is way to high for the trauma I have to go thru to extend my life by 54 days. The operation makes no sense from this point of view.
28. Past operation result.
12-28-2024
My Ex father in law had prostate cancer, the balls got removed and after three more surgeries nothing was the same. He had continues problems with infections, difficulty of peeing, lost the feelings when to pee. A valve got put in in the tubing. Now he had to go to the bathroom every couple of hours because the full bladder feeling was totally gone. One time he forgot to pee at all and ended up in the ER. Now when I look at that life experience, it took out more than 54 days in 10 years of his life. So, I need to do more of my thinking!?!?
29. Think again, one more time!
12-29-2024
To have the operation with all the problems afterwards, that is the question?
I, as an adult (hopefully) have a hart time making that decision. What about a child having a sex change operation and changing from a real boy to a illusionary girl. How in the Hell can he make that decision at all at 10 to 18 years, as a child. Can not own a car, drive or vote but can ask a doctor to cut off his penis without his parental knowledge or consent. They call it “Gender-affirming surgery, I call it Gender mutilation and the doctor is OK with that operation. What kind of doctor does that? If you as a doctor can do that, why not do a “happy” abortion with a full functioning child. What happened to the oath “Do No Harm”. See, when I do my thinking nothing good comes from it. (Joke).
30. Do not do that Operation.
12-30-2024
I have seen a full video about the operation. It was very difficult to see and wonder now what the video did not show. All the physical and emotional problems, all the scares that are left behind. No wonder that they kill them self after a while. That after the “happy life” has ended and they are still children and have not yet even reached adulthood. Sorry, this was an excursion in my thinking.
31. Do more research.
12-31-2024
I started researching a little more about the PSA number and why it is going up after the prostate operation. That confirms my thinking that the 2.2% number will never go to zero. The cancer is coming back. This was my feeling, like I said, I am not a doctor but I do my thinking. Now I have the same question again. Why do I want to have the operation? Extend my life by 1.5% or 54 days (10 Years) and I am in the same place as before. Meaning, The prostate cancer can come back even after the operation. That is something new to think about. The next question is, What is the probability of that? I need to find out.
32. A totally new Idea.
01-06-2024
Also, what I do before I fall asleep is asking my subconscious to help me to find a solution for the current problem. It is always running and especially at night active anyway, so why not ask for help. During the day, we are making way to many mistakes to call the subconscious awake and active.(Joke)
It will come up with a solution, your job is it to write it down as soon as you become aware of it. If you do not do that, the new found solution will get lost within minutes, sometimes within seconds and you are left with a feeling that the solution was excellent but you can not remember anything about it.
33. Remember your dreams.
01-06-2024
Dream I had last night.
This dream I had many many version of it. This time it was different. It was my last day at work. I actually hugged people and said good by, as if I would not see them again. I took some parts from the lab with me and put them in my pocket. They were small parts. Can not remember what kind of parts. Than I got outside of the building and wolfs tried to prevent me from going through the area. After a while one wolf stood up and protected me, so I had a passage with no problems. After that I grossed a water area with a small boat. Had a lot of problems with the boat, but made it to the other side. The end of the water area ended up to be on a mountain and I had to go down. The boat, for some reason was suddenly tied to the roller coaster track. This is how I was supposed to go down the mountain. I woke up, knowing that I never went down the mountain. I have no idea what that means, but it is a total change from my other dreams about my last day of work. I wonder if that has to do with my next German trip, it will be probability my last time going to Germany, that is the feeling I have.
34. Need to Analyze your dreams.
01-07-2024
I was wondering if that is the roller coaster ride I am going to have with my cancer. The PSA number going up and down. What I am hoping for is an idea how it will turn out without the operation, Radiation or Chemo. One never knows what the correct decision is, what to do and how it turns out. Let me hope that my feeling is correct and that this is the best I can do with the current knowledge.
35. Be real with life expectancy.
01-07-2024
What I found out that the 10year reference is just an idea. The real number is closer to 3-5 years of life expectancy. From the day you discover it. That means 1 Year is already down the tube. Now it is 2-4 years, let’s hope that is true and not earlier. I need to prepare myself that this is closer to the truth than anything. That makes more sense if the cancer moves faster than expected. Need to read more stories and compare them to reality the way I experience the hole process.
36. Think long term.
01-09-2024
The problem is if I get the prostate operation that will for sure cut our traveling down in one shot. I still can get cancer even with the operation. So the question is, do I cut down my enjoy now and not have enjoy later? I can still travel, for how long that is the question? I think this is the last time I will, can go to Germany. I just hope it is not to late already.
37. Observe your Environment.
01-12-2025
I have another problem in an office. It has to do with the big screen where you can search the internet via voice command, is Google listening to our so called private conversations, need to ask if that assumption is correct. Can I trust them to tell me the truth that is another question. I for sure will go with my feelings. They have guided me very well so far. It is important that you listen to your inner voice very carefully and do not ignore it. It will help you to get to a better place.
38. Maybe I made a mistake
01-14-2025
I was thinking over many days now and came to the conclusion that the entry into my documents at the doctor needs to be removed that I take Ivermectin. Not that it does not work so far, but it can get me in trouble maybe later. I have seen problems the last time with COVID-19 shots. You got the shot, you can go grocery shopping, you do not got the shot, you are unable to buy food. This can also be happening if you take Ivermectin or Fenbendazole. Hopefully not, one never knows.
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XX-XX-2025
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XX-XX-2025
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